Ep 50 - A Hui Hou
In this episode I talk about how saying all the intimate details about my lie out loud and being honest can be a lo, how I don't have to...
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Aloha and Welcome
I am a widowed mom in Hawaii just trying to get it all right. This is an honest and sometimes inappropriate look at real life.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways." - Glennon Doyle Melton
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suzannedenigris
- Oct 7, 2022
- 2 min
until next time
the latest in my messy little life Every now and then I have to remind myself that writing and talking about myself is not my actual job....
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suzannedenigris
- Oct 2, 2022
- 1 min
Ep 49 - Fifty
In this episode I talk about how in less than two weeks I'll be turning fifty, how before I lost my husband to suicide I experienced...
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suzannedenigris
- Sep 30, 2022
- 2 min
celebration
the latest in my messy little life Happy Aloha Friday! Next month I'll be turning fifty. I know. I almost choked on my words as they were...
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suzannedenigris
- Sep 25, 2022
- 1 min
Ep 48 - Sentimental
In this episode I talk about how when my son was little he used to come into our bed in the middle of the night, how after my husband...
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suzannedenigris
- Sep 23, 2022
- 3 min
moving on
the latest in my messy little life Happy Aloha Friday! To be perfectly honest, I'm not really that sentimental. Maybe it's because I've...
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suzannedenigris
- Sep 18, 2022
- 1 min
Ep 47 - Peace and Quiet
In this episode I talk about how I am super nosey, how because of migraines and depression I spend a lot of time at home and how I'm at...
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suzannedenigris
- Sep 16, 2022
- 2 min
pajamas in the carline
the latest in my messy little life Happy Aloha Friday! I used to see posts on social media from moms talking about what a mess they were....
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suzannedenigris
- Sep 11, 2022
- 1 min
Ep 46 - When Life Was Perfect
In this episode I talk about how I surprised my husband my dancing hula for him at our wedding, how a grief grenade is a reminder that...
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suzannedenigris
- Sep 9, 2022
- 2 min
this is the moment
the latest in my messy little life Happy Aloha Friday! Once in a blue moon, I have a day where I am ready to conquer the world. Where the...
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suzannedenigris
- Sep 4, 2022
- 1 min
Ep 45 - Square One
In this episode I talk about how on the last day of summer break I woke up with a migraine, how I used to panic regularly after my...
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suzannedenigris
- Sep 2, 2022
- 2 min
who moved my cheese?
the latest in my messy little life Happy Aloha Friday! Recently, I wanted to hire a housekeeper but was afraid of what it might mean....
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suzannedenigris
- Aug 28, 2022
- 2 min
Ep 44 - Ross & Rachel
In this episode I talk about how I adopted my cats, how my husband always said having pets is good for kids because it teaches them about...
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suzannedenigris
- Aug 26, 2022
- 2 min
matching pajamas and other nonsense
the latest in my messy little life Happy Aloha Friday! Or, as my son would call it, FriYay. On the tail end of a nasty migraine marathon,...
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suzannedenigris
- Aug 14, 2022
- 2 min
Ep 42 - Help
In this episode I talk about how the outpour of love and generosity I received after my husband died was humbling, how asking for help...
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suzannedenigris
- Aug 7, 2022
- 2 min
Ep 41 - One Of Those Days
In this episode I talk about how I'm guilty of grabbing my phone and scrolling through it for a solid hour before I get out of bed, how...
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suzannedenigris
- Jul 31, 2022
- 2 min
Ep 40 - Go With The Flow
In this episode I talk about how I used to lie in bed at night planning the following day down to the minute, how when I have a migraine...
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suzannedenigris
- Jul 24, 2022
- 1 min
Ep 39 - Courage
In this episode I talk about how nothing about anxiety makes logical sense, how I can do bugs but I can't do medical stuff and how it's...
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suzannedenigris
- Jul 17, 2022
- 1 min
Ep 38 - Hot and Bothered
In this episode I talk about how I am so tired of being treated like I don't matter, how I learned that if I am angry or frustrated or...
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suzannedenigris
- Jul 10, 2022
- 2 min
Ep 37 - Oversharing
In this episode I talk about how I leave so many conversations feeling embarrassed, how my therapist told me that oversharing is a trauma...
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